weather super hot today.
rarely complain about weather.
stayed at home eat, sleep, watch tv and wash up.
reason being sick till i am lost.
suddenly dono where to go or what to do.
everything seems a blur.
life has obstacles and these obstacles are like maze.
easy to get lost but hard to get out.
i dont even know what i am talking about.
not my usual self.
dont know how to act normal in class tmr.
gonna require a lot of energy.
keep sleeping so i wont have to think or to bother.
thats how i run away. sleep and pretend.
even if i am sick of it, i have no choice.